Mealtime AGAIN. Why so often? Ugh.
A bit more appetite today, probably because I am expecting my period any day now.
Gotta go, cook, ugh. Menu plan tomorrow. Absolutely LOATHE it, especially as H wants me to cut the grocery budget. But he won't eat vegetarian, not even a couple times a week, always wants meat. I tell him, look, meat is expensive. Last week, I had to pay over $10 for 3 uncooked chicken breasts. It's hard. Wish I could get by on just my snacky type eating, or weird meal times, though I suppose I still don't get enough calories.
Fibro is bad today. I'm having cramps like I will start my cycle any second. Went to a Halloween festival thing with H & daughter, wore me out. Have a sinus headache. Ready for the day to be over...sigh.
Update:
My period started. Fantastic. Four days early. Why not a 20 day cycle? As if a 23/24 day cycle wasn't bad enough? Lovely.
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Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
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