Down & anxious today. Ran this morning. Too much. Scale showed a heavier weight but I always weigh more during my period.

Period is making me feel horrible today. Can't take anything by Tylenol for the cramps because of that perforated ulcer in Feb. No NSAIDS the rest of my life. Tylenol might as well be candy, the good it does me. Stupid periods are getting worse the older I get, I think.

Tired, Fibro hurting. Need to get groceries, but put it off until tomorrow, except a quick run to a nearby grocery store for pasta to go with dinner tonight.

Daughter is bored, I don't know what I feel like doing with her. I'm exhausted despite over 9 hr. sleep last night. Makes me feel like I suck as a mom.

Been feeling like I might burst into tears any second. Not sure why.

I hate myself today