Not sure. Could you talk to your T or pdo? Could you be mixed? I am like a ping pong ball, back and forth every single day. I want off this roller-coaster already. My moods are like that most of each day thoughI usually don’t start thinking I am psychic or stuff. But my mania full stage is no sleep, overspending, over exercise, risky driving, hypersexuality. Those things may be present to an extent when I am hypo, just not as bad.
Sometimes, I even have the moods on top of each other, watching a TV show I like and thinking I am worthless and lazy at the same time. Forgetting everything. Wanting to do tons of stuff then not, losing stuff, managing to cook from scratch while thinking I am worthless, a waste of space...and so my day goes...
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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