I am currently In jeopardy of losing both my SSDI and my disability status. Which means I’ll be losing my Medicare. Losing my SSDI is not a big deal. I rarely do anything but work. I don’t spend that much money. I had been planning on looking for a second job in January anyways.

I’m terrified of losing my Medicare. It’s the only insurance I have. I have no idea how much insurance costs. I know some people who pay $900 a month. I have a really good pysch doctor and I don’t want to lose him. I’m worried about how I’ll pay for my prescriptions. I don’t care about therapy. I don’t get physically sick so I’m not worried about finding a doctor or ending up in the hospital. Mental or medical. I’m just concerned about paying for my meds. I read a story about a 26 year old man who died because he ran out of insulin. I’m worried about that happening. What do I do? I do currently have a really good team who could work together so I can stay on Medicare but I’m not sure it will work.

Meanwhile all these people on Facebook who don’t have jobs are complaining that tommrow is Monday and what is the difference between the weekend and Monday for them? Their comments anger me. They have no idea what it’s really like.

Are there any suggestions?