I was just reading some of my own posts from about a year ago. How quickly things can change! And how time blends together in my head. I saw a post in which I talked about my therapist joking and saying, "you can buy your own chairs. I know I have nice chairs!." And it seems like he said that to me so much more recently than a year ago.

I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. The rest of my life is a long time...