I don’t know if people are intentionally messing with me but I feel like I’m doing stuff that’s not actually happening. One coworker did admit to messing with me. But then changed her mind and said I said something else I don’t remember. and now I’m freaked out that I’m saying stuff I’m not aware of. Also I have conversations with people but then a few hours later I’ll remember them differently and I’ll think the person had a different sort of attitude and I just can’t tell if it was real or if I’m not remembering how the conversation actually went. It’s kind of scaring me. It’s just this weird new anxiety. I don’t know if it’s a side effect from my topamax or my Xanax. It seemed to have started about the same time I started the new meds a month ago.

Basically I just am freaked out I’m doing stuff without remembering it. Or just not remembering situations correctly.

Any comments or suggestions?