Can't go out just now except corner store once every 2 days or so...less I wanna catch pneumonia. Only sleeping once every few days. Most of my friends are doing fantastic with jobs, college etc so mostly just e-mail / fone contact with them. I know I have problems every winter with pneumonia etc and always get hit with S.A.D. but this has been my worst winter in ALL departments for about 3yrs now according to friends. Gotta agree, I feel total crap. And I'm starting to get paranoid about everything too.

Please no replies, just getting it out!