Saturday night I only managed to get to sleep around 1am ish and was awake again at about 4am, maybe half 4 at the latest and didn't properly get back to sleep from that point on due to stressing over the situation reason why I was still up at 1am was I was making sure I was available if my friend needed to chat some more, I only went offline after she'd logged off

I got work today so am having to be up at this hour in order to go to work in a few minutes





As well as affecting my friend, it's having a knock on effect with my sleep patterns as well cause I worry and fret about whether my friend is okay if I don't see her online and posting when she wants to post