I can talk about my suicidal thoughts as much as I want to with my T. She does make sure I'm safe first, but once I tell her I'm safe, she'll listen to the thoughts. It was actually weird: she was the first person to ask me what my thoughts actually were. Normally, in the past, I'd say I'm having suicidal thoughts and that was it. But T wanted to know what the thoughts were. I've also told her about some homicidal thoughts I've had.