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Old Oct 22, 2018, 04:33 PM
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I am OK, I guess . So much anxiety, I ran. Had breakfast, got groceries. Daughter was nasty to me before school, and I don’t think she is going to apologize. Feel like bursting into tears (well, I am on my period too). Picked her up from school, and she was screaming at me signing a form. I am so tired of her acting this way, treating me as if I don’t matter or have feelings.

Sad most of the day. Ate Cheez-Itz around lunchtime.

Just feel down and sad. She is making fun of me too when I forget words or my sentences don’t make sense. It’s the meds that do that, and it makes me feel awkward and stupid because in my head, I know exactly what I want to say.
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