I broke up with my boyfriend, I’m having trouble coping. We’ve been on and off for about a year and we were together for 6 years. You’d think that it wouldn’t be this hard being I am the one that ended it but I’ve been on the fence for so long that while we were together for the last year I just wanted to get out but when I’d break it off I’d really miss him and lose hope. I want to talk to him but I also know that it will stop the healing process for both of us and I know that getting back with him could just mean I’ll end up in the cycle of wanting to get out again. This is all so painful and confusing.