I just dont understand anymore really about what's going on... me and my gf got in an argument and it's my fault and I end up finding out I've said stuff I dont even remember saying. She told me shes happy with me but now I'm being told I've been an asshole the entire time. I stopped taking my meds a month ago but I just got back on them.. it's been a whole week I've been on them. I'm just not sure what im feeling or what's going on anymore. I feel like things have been ok but now I feel like I've just been delusional. I just dont understand how I end up still being the problem with everything it seems like. I'm a nice person and I always have good intentions but I'm the bad person a lot. I'm confused..