I think it’s healthier for you not to have any contact with your therapist.

You were abandoned and traumatized. I don’t like people who do that. I don’t think you like people who do that.

I was angry when something similar happened to me. I still am, and I am angry on your behalf for what happened to you. You are at bottom now, but I’m guessing that when your hurt starts to fade, you’re going to be angry too.

You are good enough to have a therapist who you can trust and connect with. I would try to direct your energies into the hope of having a similar feeling with someone who won’t treat you badly.