I have not been diagnosed with any dissociative disorders or trauma related disorder, but I do plan on discussing my symptoms with my psychiatrist next month.

However, now I'm having some doubt as to whether or not I should say anything or bring it up. I keep thinking that I'm just making this all up and nothing is wrong at all and my childhood was actually great. I was just a bad kid.

I know that I should get my symptoms checked out so that I can get a proper treatment, and see if something else is going on like seizures. I'm also afraid that I could have it and what it might mean for me.

I have been flip flopping on accepting that I could be having some problems to nothing is wrong at all so why seek treatment. I'm going to force myself to bring up next session.