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Old Mar 01, 2008, 12:00 PM
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thank you everyone. i had an appointment set with a plastic surgeon to get my acne scars removed i went into the consultation about 4 months ago and the doctor told me that the procedure i was thinking about having would not help because my scars are too bad. He said he would have to do another one which is $3000 more. I was really depressed about what he said. i wanted to do this and was working really hard as a waitress and saving. Well when i quit my job in january i was very upset because i felt like i would never get my face fixed and my self esteem would never improve.

I just came to the realization after reading all of your replies that even if i did get my face fixed it would not improve myself esteem because i would still hate the person inside. I am going to take all of your advice and also talk with a T when i find the right one, about this. I am going to try and love myself. I thought maybe the looks part was important, but now i know i have to love myself inside first or i will never be happy with the outside. I have to learn that everything my mother called me and everything she made fun of is not true. I am going to work really hard on this. I really can't thank you enough for these replies.
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