Looks like no one can relate. It's really hard to ask for support and then be alone in it all. I try to be supportive of people here. I just don't understand. I can see why others don't post vulnerable stuff, but I thought that was what this forum was for. I must not fit some kind of criteria required but am not going to try anymore because I have too much on my plate. But if I post I'm upset my T didnt email me I'll get tons of support?