I'd like to start my own business as a freelance writer. But, I can't seem to get past the proscrastination stage. Feel like I have no internal drive, the things that makes people want to succeed. Im told I have a fear of success, four degrees and working part-time at Walmart, in my 50's, wishing I had more, but something continually holds me back.
Not really sure if I can get my own magazine writing business going, though Ive done some in the past. HOw do you build up the internal drive to do things, when you seem to lack it naturally? And all the mental voices that point out your faults and failures?