It's that time of year....shortening days, less energy, cold weather and then soon, streets with snow and ice. I had planned to seek a new T towards the end of the summer and that's gotten away from me in terms of having a plan. And now, I can feel that I'm battling some low-grade depression, which makes finding a new T even that much more difficult. It takes energy to make appointments, get out and test drive some T relationships. I know that once I do and I find a good professional, I can take up where I left off with the T who disappeared on me.

I just know that the effort could be well spent, but it takes effort to start this whole process, and I am having a tough time summoning it up. Plus, I still feel confused and deflated by the fact that my T hasn't returned, and hasn't had the skill, class, time, inclination or whatever to let me know (and I've stopped obsessing about this for the most part; it feels pretty good to be at least in the process of letting it go).

But finding a new T feels about as fun as car shopping at this point in life. Maybe if I make a few appointments, I'll feel more energized overall.

I realize this isn't a very illuminating or important post but there you have it!