Hello everyone!
I’m new and I’m not familiar with the site. The reason why I wanted to join is because for a few days now I’ve been depressed. My boyfriend dumped me and I’m constantly wondering if I made the wrong decision. We were together for five months but we’ve been fighting since the beginning. He is an outgoing person and I am not. Every time we went out he would find a friend, he’ll leave my side to go to talk to her. I told him that I didn’t like that but he would always say I am over jealous and that I am overreacting. And almost every time i would give in. There was three different occasions that while we were together he would receive text from other women and once there was a call and I heard the voice of the woman. He hung up the celular and she sent a message “why you hung up is ?”. I argued and he just claimed she was someone who he was involved with and that he blocked her and she called from another number. I forgave him! I work only on weekends and while I was working he would go bar hopping until I got home. When I would ask he would be like he doesn’t want to answer. He would deny being on social media but every time I would log in he will be active. His internet is always turned off while with me so he would not receive messages from messenger or whatsapp. Last week I cooked and was waiting for him to eat dinner together and I waited and it was 1/2 hr after he got out from work that he sent a message saying that he was going to do some things. I asked why he couldn’t have said so earlier. That night I told him how he is able to be in a relationship with me and still be able to not have to communicate with me. We fought, i didn’t want to but every time i say something he gets super ofensive and start screaming at me. I said that what is the point in being a couple if he is able to do whatever he wants. Now, I don’t know if I should have said something that night, if maybe I would have just waited for him to get to my house, intead of thinking he was out there cheating on me. I can’t stop thinking, I cannot sleep, I’ve tried to get him to forgive me for something I don’t believe I was wrong. I don’t know what to think anymore. Please help 🙏