I ALWAYS bring my hat so I can pull it down over my eyes and I stare at the floor. I usually play with my watch or my pants bottom with my leg crossed. I never look at her when uncomfortable, but if I am having an "ok" day I can look at her sometimes.
Most of the time it's looking at the floor.
Sometimes I pull my sweatshirt hoodie over my head, too. Anything to hide as best I can.
BJ
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." 
Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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