Thank you cms ((((huggz))))

I just don't understand it. My mom was sexually abused by her father when she was growing up, and even my dad has been sexually abused a few times when he was younger. They should know me staying in a place (especially the same room) where I was abused almost nightly for many years won't help anything. They know how it is for me. I can't even sleep in the dark in my room. If I stay at friends, I can sleep in the dark just fine, but when I'm in this bedroom, I have to have some sort of light on because this room scares me. HE scares me. *sigh* I've had so many triggered cutting sessions because of this.