So sorry Echos, that’s a big and painful realisation to come to.
Therapy can be so shaming when we let out our true desires and feelings for our ts.
Perhaps your t does feel similar but he is keeping good boundaries by keeping this about you and your feelings.

I have often felt similar about my t and how strongly o feel about her and my attachment to her but she doesn’t show me that I mean anything to her and it’s so hard.
Please be gentle with yourself and try not to shame yourself further x