I was not going
Back to Fred, end
Of story I told my family.
Even after all
He has done for you
The poor lad?
My family would
Never regard me
With the repsect
I deserved no matter
What I did. Even
Before I was unwell
They did not
Listen to any of
The encouragement that
My teachers gave.
And that my plan
Falling through was
For the best.
I got the help
I needed in rehab.
Just like last time
I sped up the process.
I could have
Done the year in
Glasgow or Don.
But a stitch in
Time saves nine.

I know Fred was
Hurting and that
His family expected
Me to return to him
Hence why the spare
Room was furnished.
But he must have
Known that we could
Not reconcile our
Differences and that
This 6 year mark was
The natural end
Of our relationship.