Why do I find myself fighting tears all session, yet that's probably the only time I feel safe enough to cry, and you are probably the only person I would trust to be there and not judge me.
I know I've asked before and you have told me it's ok but I need you to say it in these moments but you never do, so I feel I have to stop it for you more than me. Wish you could read my mind in those moments, but you can't and of course I can't tell you in the moment.