Dear T,
I'm sorry I'm so needy. Please keep bearing with me, like you said you would. I know maybe I seemed OK when I left today, and I was for a bit...but that was only while I was medicated with alcohol. I'm not really OK. I will get through tonight OK, but it helps to know I'll be seeing you tomorrow, instead of having to wait until Monday. I just worry I'll walk in there tomorrow afternoon and you'll wonder what I'm doing there. But I'm just trying to keep myself safe...maybe I just need to tell you that? I mean, if you hadn't been available tomorrow, I'd have managed, maybe emailed or something. But I'm trying to take care of myself. I might seem fine on the outside, but...I'm not. I need to talk...

Love,
LT