((((MD)))) How did it go today?

If you feel able, tell her you've been struggling and are confused and stressed about what she's been saying to you. She sounds like she makes you nervous and if that's the case, maybe stay away from her if you're able. She sounds inconsistent in her actions (sometimes she acts ok, sometimes she acts weird). That would stress me out too.

The idea that you might have dissociated and said things that weren't accurate...has that happened before?

Be kind to yourself. Perhaps you are just worrying and anxious. Anxiety can mess with our heads. What we think is not always true.