socalsad.......i know exactly what you are going through. i needed to have time for lunch and 15 minutes of break time. did this help "no" because we were short handed and i couldn't be accomodated. instead i worked 7 days a week at 12 hrs aday. when i couldn't take it anymore i had to go in the psych unit where my doc and i decides on disibility. it took me two years, alot of tears, and worry about my future. Of course, i miss my co-workers and sometimes it is hell being home alone but i had to do something for myself. it does sound like you have tried everything to get out of the dark hole. don't let anyone make you feel bad about your illness. most people don't understand especially my family so i'm going to support you in whatever brings you some peace. you are not alone. janet56
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