A traumatic, unnecessary event (someone irl - a paramedic - sort of, not a doctor but supposedly a “specialist” and their cruelty and incompetence) and at the same time/just afterwards a new allergy.. to almost everything, so a double trauma
“Too many” scary medical things hanging over me and the original labelling dr (years ago) in his “Wisdom” said I “blow things out of proportion”

They “predict” horrible things in the “future” for me. Many of them not even medically accurate but scary and ugly anyway. What a stupid, massive assumption that I will even be here, especially after so many professionals have violated me