Hi Wendy ****hugs*****

I admit that I was disappointed today - no phone call, no email from my T, nothing. Obviously I was correct - I am a client, an appt slot to him. I wasn't testing him, but I am surprised that he didn't want some explanation for me not going next week. The fact that I have finally proved to the inner me that I was right does NOT make me happy - simply makes the darkness darker.

I have been taught at an early age that nothing less than the best is acceptable and my internal standards have always been more rigid. We have the same problem, huh? lol.

I have always poured myself into my work - it helps me forget what I have to deal with at home and such.....probably why I put in over 60 hours a week when I'm in charge.

Course I'd update........regardless of how I feel - I know that you all care and want to know. You're my "family" that understands.

xoxoxoxox Mary Alice