I have somehow managed to go all over the eating spectrum. I have been bulimic and now I am an addictive overeater. I guess food is a great source of pleasure and control for me right now.
When I didn't like eating, I got sick because the thought of food disgusted me, now I overeat. I have no logical explanation for it.
I remember the tecture of the food disgusting me and the amount always seems to big.
Now I can't get enough and the portions are to small!
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I have suffered from severe depression most of my life. I have suffered though metal,physical, and sexual abuse. Only recently gaining control of my life. For the first time, I am living and happy! I also had to deal with panic attacks and anxiety issues, but I have made it through the worse, and am ready to move onto the better. If I can help anyone, I will be glad too.
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