I have BPD. For the past 6 yrs I have been doing fairly well. Not as many symptoms showing and going through the motions of life pretty well. Not so much anymore. I had ankle surgery in January so I've been off work and on top of that my sleep is shot. Things have come back into my mind that I've shoved to the back. Last night I freaked out in front of a friend and embarrassed myself to death (great friend who tells me not to worry about it). I thought I had conquered BPD as I was told by I never realized so much stress could cause it to rear its ugly head again. So where do I go from here? Meds, T? I'm at a loss and never thought I'd be in this position again. UGH!!