trigger warning......
the devil riding you waking up and pray, is rescripting this since mom lied about who did it! sYMBOLISM OF NIGHTMARES IS HOW I GOT MY FIRST RECOVERED MEMORIES....SO I'M UP LATE NIGHT DRINKING......THE ACTUAL MEMORIES WAS NUDIETY AND LAZY DOOR CLOSERS OF BOTH PARENTS THE DAYCARE AND SIBLINGS AND THE MEXICAN WE'RE OUR WORSE ABUSERS