Honestly, I don’t really know. I just go through the motions. I do have a lot of gratitude. I know it’s a cliche but things COULD be a lot worse. Just want to have peace of mind. Get rid of that feeling that something always has to be done. Don’t know how to relax or have fun. Something will always need to be done. Whether I’m around or not. People do a lot of different things to get out of feeling their own feelings. If that makes any sense.
Best wishes to all....