I plan on calling Monday to discuss going off of them. I do want to do this safely instead of abruptly quitting medication like I've done in the past.

I think I'll be okay. I've been considering this for a good while now and I don't believe there's a right or wrong choice. Just a choice. And I'll stay safe about it, if my head starts getting loopy or too far down, I'll meet up with a new pdoc to go over options. At this point, I'm more inclined to go through with ECT over putting more medicine in my system.