Nah. But I had never really envisioned how my life would be, so I’ve never felt much of a sense of loss. While I don’t enjoy having the struggles that I have, I’m pretty much at peace with the fact that this is who I am — this is the experience that the universe laid out for me. Not so much in a fatalistic sense, just........everyone gets both the good and the bad...nobody escapes suffering ... this is just how my version has played out.