Post on here as much as you need to we are here for you. What your therapist did to you was very harsh and wrong. You don't deserve to be punished. Please be gentle with yourself and know you are a good person. Your therapist choose to handle it immature and left you with pain that was wrong of her to terminate you over something that could of been worked out in the therapy room. All she did was made things worse for you. You are a good person who deserves a much more better therapist then her. Hugs