I feel like I am too much for you. If so, just tell me. I really tried while you were away and I was successful at times. I felt grounded when things were good at work. BUT as soon as I hit a difficult time, which there frequently seems to be, I become more clingy. I thought, as usual, that I should ask you for an extra session. But I don't want to drive you crazy. Something is really wrong with me. I just don't understand. I feel like I am not in control of myself. I am trusting you to know when you've had enough of a taxing client like me, that you would tell me. I have such a hard time believing that I am not too much for you, because I am waaaayyy too much for me. But you can leave, and I want you to do that if you need to. I so badly want to be a normal person and to not be like this. I know now that I don't have much choice in this. I think alot that I need to quit, that this would be the answer. But I love what I do and I *might* think I am good at it. It makes me feel successful. And if I quit, I would feel horrible about myself because it would make me totally dependent on H. But I can't take situations like this. I am looking at other jobs, but??? I don't want you to feel trapped like Previous T did. I don't want to be a negative entity to anyone anymore.