I think it was unwise to go to work on your day off. Can you find a club or gym to hang out at so you stay away from your workplaces on your days off? As for telling other people about your probation, I wouldn't. When you have impulses to go to work on your day off stop and think, remember what happened last time you did that and find something else to do.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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