I need to either gain weight or go clothes shopping. Though we have no money. The Catholic church in town does have a Saint Vincent de Paul clothing closet you can access every few months with a utility bill showing residence and a few bills showing recent large expenses like hospitalizations, car repairs, AC repairs (we had 2 large car bills and 2 large AC bills this spring/summer along with my medical stuff). I might try them next week or shortly thereafter, but you usually cannot try on clothes there, just have to bring them back for re-donation and swap if they do not fit. I like my pants to be fitted, and they are all falling down at the waist even with a belt, even the ones that were tight a year ago.

Trying to eat breakfast. Slept 11 hours last night, but most of the week I got 5-6 hr. sleep a night, mostly closer to 5 hr. if FitBit is to be believed. H is working outside and wants a late lunch, which is good since I am trying to get more than coffee down.

I have to think Adderall is not having a positive effect on my appetite, but I did drop Wellbutrin recently (which is also known to suppress appetite). I am concentrating better though, able to read and such, and I do not want to give that up for appetite. But who does want more appetite with a stupid ED anyway?