for me, a lot of it would depend on the conditions

for example: I wouldn't want to go back in time and relive all the horrific abuse I went through and all the problems of childhood (unrelated to MI)

however: if I could go back in time and land somewhere else, I probably would since I feel my one shot at life has been robbed (I'm not going to get another one sadly)

yes I didn't have many ambitions back then but I did have more of an idea than I do now