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Originally Posted by xRavenx
Anxiety is my main problem. I'm going to a Halloween party for an hour or two. It's been a long time since I've been to a Halloween party. To be honest, I kind of feel like just being in my house, wearing my pajamas, by myself. Plus, the weather is the kind of weather that make you not want to dress up and leave the house.
It is my friend's party, who I haven't seen in a long time. I've had my ups and downs with her. We've clashed at times, but we've moved past that, and she has been loyal. We only see each other once in a while anyway, so that's the main reason why I am going.
I have a ton of anxiety, but hopefully it will be okay. It's not far from where I live, so if I get too anxious, I can always just stay a little while and go home. I am not sure if I should take my klonopin or not. Maybe I'll feel out the vibe when I get there, because I can always take it later I suppose, if needed.
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I hope you have fun. Look at it this way...it's tons better than going around to 2 trunk or treats and a Halloween carnival for a nearby city (where at least the prizes are nearly all toys, not much candy). I will be SO glad when my daughter decides she's too old for that. It is so stressful, keeps her up late, tired for the next day of school. People are everywhere, and the 2nd trunk-or-treat is at one of my daughter's best friends' churches. That girl's grandparents (both sides) and parents practically run that church. So she and her sisters (and hence we) are pretty much the last to leave. We rarely make it home before 11 PM, and my daughter has school the next day and is hopped up on sugar and usually can't fall asleep.
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