I was saying to my t how the hotter weather makes me depressed i thought i was because of the lithium but i now realise that it is nearly every summer and my increasing thoughts about summer holidays with my grandma increase i thin i am going to bring this up with T. He saw a photo of my grandma once and she looked formidable i said all he side of the family looked like that. I always thought it was because of the family members who were holocaust survivors.