So I haven’t taken Zyprexa since Wednesday. Long story short I won’t have any Zyprexa until at least Tuesday. My head is already “loud”. I’m safe. I’m thought jumping, which I don’t mind, but as it gets worse I’ll have to explain my husband my thought process. I really don’t mind but it makes me harder to live with. I’m starting to get paranoid but it’s not bad yet. I’m know it’ll get worse. We’re having a lot of takeout and soon I’ll start questioning my food. I was taking a shower and started to think they hated me because they were laughing over a game while I was in the bathroom. I know it’s wrong but how long until I don’t? I’m spacing out my lamictal 1x a day from 2x a day. I know I’m going to get more depressed. Maybe I’m not depressed. Maybe this is just normal. I was afraid of dropping back down to 5mg because of impulsive. Where I’m at now I can’t do anything impulsive.