It's been 3.5 years. Why am I not over her yet? I got my answers, now I need to move on. For some stupid reason, I have hope that I can maybe communicate with her. Why? Why can't I just let her go? I try and tell myself that she can never be trusted again, that she's not worth my time and energy, that I'm better off without her. I remind myself that I have a great T who has proven herself to me, that I don't need any other T. But ex-T is still there. Even after all the crap she's put me through, I think I might still love her? If I do, I'm betraying my T and everything we have worked on. I need to be free of her! I need to move on. How do I do this?