hi,

I wonder if this is just down to temporary enjoyment, and that actually- their's more in life you really want to do, but for some reason you can't

example: one of the things on my bucket list is to go to disneyland california, but I can't go to disney since I am scared of airports and I'm scared of plains

so I can watch videos from disney, I can go to places near me that resemble disney, I can order disney stuff from amazon- but it's all just temporary enjoyment, I'll never actually get to disney

I wonder if your situation is the same

like: sure you have the car, but wouldn't it be better if it had this feature, this, this and this?. see what I'm getting at?