*** ( could trigger some ) ***


how is it possible to feel better ... and so lost at the same time ...

to see life around you ... but still feel ok if tomorrow never comes ...

to miss the darkness because planning gave a sense of purpose ...

to be well enough but sick enough to not be able to decide which way to go ...

to have no dreams ... to fear the future ...

to be so lost that only an obsession gives any meaning for today ... much less tomorrow ...

to feel so close ... to being normal (maybe even happy) ... but at the same time ... to be

unwilling (maybe even afraid) to cross thur that curtain ...

just the thoughts of an old tired Tigger ... ( have no fear I am in no danger ) ..