I’m still here in this forum.

I haven’t “moved on” and am still “stuck” in this pain

And why would I want this pain. I don’t .. I’m not insane

People keep on hurting me (Not anyone here)

Bullies

I sometimes feel like I’m the whipping bear for the whole world. Not literally

I’m “just” not in a good place.

I don’t understand all the injustices in this world and I’m VERY tired of them.

I trust almost nobody

Is this “normal” for a survivor of abuse and neglect

Or am I “just” a freak