Thirty four guests and one fuzzy bear

“So far away from me”

“I’ve been in the rain”

This feels like Groundhog Day.

I might not be the clearest person in my posts.. but when I talk in private I try to be clear. And I am a Caring Bear. Some have called me the Queen of Caring.

But today I wish I wasn’t on this planet. I can’t second guess everything I do and be there the minute someone wants me. . That doesn’t mean I don’t care

In fact in the past I’ve been accused of the opposite. A therapist said I’m “demanding” and these people are always right

My two “best friends” are sick

I can’t take meds
I can’t have pets
And I’m a “failure”

(Not about anyone on pc)