Lately, I've been doing a poor job of coping with stress. I'm still mad at the guy at my job who steals my work and then tells his boss and my boss that I didn't do anything. He also STILL accuses me of doing my work "incorrectly" when I told him 3 or 4 times that I don't have time to help him, and that I'm NOT finished with my work. He keeps doing it. Fortunately, my boss doesn't believe his stories because there's no way I could have done my work "incorrectly" if I allegedly "didn't do anything."

Anyway, this guy's b_llshit is stressing me out. I know my boss is taking care of it, but I'm still pissed at this guy for what he's been doing. Who knows what else he's said behind my back.

I feel like I've been eating normally for the most part, but the dr office says I've lost weight. I think stress just affects my metabolism or something. I'm not sure. But I'm also worn out and sleeping so much. I slept 10 hours last night and 12 the prior.

I can't take it anymore. And on top of that, I'm convinced my internet history is being browsed by my cable company and who knows what else. I haven't done anything illegal, but I think they see things like this website, which is embarrassing to me because then they'll discover my diagnoses. They didn't say they were browsing it and they've never done anything to me or said anything, but I think they are browsing it. I think they have the legal right to watch me, since they're selling me their service. I think they do it for fun. They've already watched my uncle's internet history and forced him to change his personal internet connection to a business connection because he was downloading too much stuff. Now I'm scared they're watching me and reporting me to the police over "suspicious activity" even though I believe I've done nothing wrong and I know I haven't done anything illegal. But you know, maybe a pop-up ad did something to me and now I'm going to be reported.

I'm frustrated with everything. And the Indian people across the hallway are blasting Bollywood music just to piss everyone off, I think. All they do is be loud and let their kids rollerblade down the hallway, as I've shown in my pictures in the past. They just don't stop.