I feel for you Sarah, and I know how hard it is to navigate the Swedish mental healthcare system - since I'm from Sweden myself. If you want to talk, feel free to message me.

Edit: I just took a quick look at threads started by you and I see you seem to write about loneliness and people thinking you have autism. You seem to react very negatively to this, but I think you should consider doing an evaluation. I'm on the spectrum and it's really not that bad. =)

Kram